iknow. If stYLe is goNe..it wont come Back.

Friday, June 15, 2007

From secondary 4 i...fail my 'N' level end up in ITE..though tat " iS THE END "for me..nothing seen to go right at that time..thought tat am a fail product..lose heart in my study..but then i have found some good..'NAkaMA' mean sort of like brother,buddy and friends..although some of them don really have 'BRaiN' 'ARH BEng' 'Arh beng' type..only vocabulary in tat brain is "F" WORd..and "CB"..ha if u see this don beat me up hor..am just telling the truth..but i really have a wonderful time..hanging out with them..learn alot..of good and bad things from them..sometime when our gang get 'Hyper' yea..cant imagine wa will happened next...but overall..they are wonderful out of this world "buddy"..k.. that is wa i think i gain from ITE..plus the support of my church members..with their warm and good intendation..wonderful supporting me specially my mentors giving me alot of support when i lost heart in my study..really many thanks to u all that i make it to poly..i thk tat is the highest peak of my studies as i really don intend to carry on this suffering anymore..tp a person that has no interest in study and thinking of servicing the NS...is really a suffer and tolerture..ha..Hope i can even make it to grad from poly..as poly life is really tough for me MAN..ver stressful for a person tat have been enjoying slacking life in ITE..it really ver tough for me to get use to poly life..and to make it worst i don even have the interest in the subject am taking nw..to think tat i have to stick with electronic stuff for the rest of my life really give me a headache ...but have faith in GOD coz he will make thing right 4 me ha..that wa i tell myself everytime when am in trouble..ha..so if any of my christian friend read this plz pray for me k?ha..thksss alot..^^

i ~~hate~~ crying Alone
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